Life after Oakland

So its been almost two months since I moved to Orangevale (Sacramento Area), it has been interesting to see how God has grown and changed me in the last few years.
This transition has not been with out its challenges, the week before I moved I was in a car accident and my car was totalled, this was after having the first few weeks of September that were terrible. I just kept asking God when it will be over and yet it still has not seemed to have come to an end. I keep trusting God that he will continue to just allow me to see his hand in all of this, all the while I have doubt about all of this did I make the right decision, is this really where God wants me to be? I truly think I am in the place that he wants me to be but it still is a struggle, trust God seems to be the biggest lesson I am learning but I am also learning that I need to face of to some areas in my life that are not submitted to Him. I struggle and fight each day with giving these area of my life over to Him.
Where should i go from here
where is your presence
where is it that I find you God
How can i see you in the day
how can i find you in the night
Where can i go to your presence
I need your help Lord
I need your strength Lord
Allow me into your presence Lord
Let me be near to You